I can't even stand her. I feel bad about it too. She is 32 and been on cc for probably 16-30. now she is starting to lose the attention bc her looks are fading. Growing up most of her bf were cool guys and im sure she was the one that ended them. One got me a job once. Im really starting to resent her bc i see all the sign and her true nature underneath it all. Now she is on the hunt for a beta. She has a guy now and i don't even want to fucking hear about any of it. Her presents alone is annoying enough. I can't even look at my mother the same way too. Their true nature is shame and guilt tactics is sickening. I con't even imagine having a wife like that. One way or another they end up the same. You always have to put them in line. The emotional toll that it can take on a man can run him down. I can tell my farther is run down from my mother. She goes insane from time to time. She Does shit that is wrong and trys to make it your fault.... It doesn't even get corrected with the women either. When you do put her in her place for acting out. She will just be shot down for awhile and then sooner or later she will be back doing the same bat shit crazy antics to drive u insane. Sick thing about it to they like it. It turns them on in a way to be put in there place. Where has their humility gone. Can women even be humble? Were they even modest? Or is that a lie to? My grandmother was a kept women. She was always in line and such a sweet old lady. Nothing like my mother or sister. I miss her. Always nice and never ever gave me shit about anything. I had love for her. I don't know if i can say that about my sister or mother witch is sad.