I have been GOW for awhile now, and I tend to go to work, go home, do what I want to do. Yesterday I came home and just thought, I'm kinda lonely, not sexual lonely just person lonely. I want someone to talk to personally when I get home, to just sit down and watch tv and discuss real things with.

Now I'm a strong believer that NAWALT, most women are, hell the vast majority of women are like that. Though that is programming from poison mothers and toxic media and propaganda that this is how women need to be to be considered STRONG. Though somewhere in my mind I hold the hope that one day we can go back to when people are equal, not today's master-slave dynamic most women and men have. Just come home from work and pop a pizza in the oven. Sit back relax, wait for her to come home from work herself, sit down with someone I truly enjoy being with to the soul.

Does anyone else feel like that or am I just a hopeless fuck.