First of all, I know that it would be foolish to marry or get into a serious long term relationship. But the fact is that I never even had sex and I am already in my mid 20s. The reason is because I was too skinny, and I had a health problem that prevented me from lifting+eating enough to gain mass. Thankfully I don't have that health problem anymore, so I lifted and gained weight. I am naturally super skinny, so even after gaining a lot, I am still skinnier than the average guy, but at least I am not a total twig anymore, so at least a small % of girls would now be open to dating me. My face is slightly above average.

I just want to have sex or have a short term relationship just to experiment because I feel like something is missing in my life. It made me go crazy for the past 10 years when I saw I was much better looking than guys with girlfriends, but if you are too skinny that kills your chances with 100% of all girl on the planet. I saw millions of fat, bald, ugly, short, etc... guys with girls but never a super skinny guy (unless it was in high school because at that age girls don't mind if you are skinny but once they go to college they stop giving skinny guys chances: in high school girls on my own level showed interest in me but I was too shy at that point to start a relationship, once I went into college the females who were interested in me dropped significantly in terms of attraction). Skinniness beyond a certain point is the worst possible trait in a man. I did have some girls who were attracted to me in school, but my face is a 6.5 and they were 3s, so I just couldn't get aroused when around them, so I never pursued their interest. My limit is a 4. My face was a 6.5 and only 3s were interested in me, only because of my skinniness. But I saw plenty of guys with faces that were 3s or 4s with girls at or above their own level: women hate skinny guys because women don't give a fuck what the guys face looks like, they just want a provider: that comes through either muscle, or money, and if you are not muscular then even if you are fat then that is better than skinny because you take up more space and give off more of a provider vibe. After I gained weight I can now get attention from even 5s and 6s, but the problem now is that I don't know where to meet them. I have tried online dating for the past 3-4 months and only 1 girl out of the 300+ that I messaged/matched with gave me a date. Many girls even told me that they find me attractive, but then they would still ghost. That is the nature of online dating: there are 100s of guys messaging any girl per day, and you need to literally be in the 100th percentile of her harem of men not just that day, but over the past/next few weeks for her to even give you a date. Also keep in mind that the girls that match with me or reply to me are 4s. On tinder I matched with a total of 3 girls who were over 4 (they were 5s and 6s) but obviously they never replied. So online dating: it will take months/years just to get a single date with a girl 2-3 points under you who you barely find attractive to fuck when you are at your horniest. So now I know in real life a 5 or a 6 would give me a chance, but the problem is that it is impossible to meet girls in real life.

So I don't have any other options aside from shitty online dating. Cold approaching only works if you are a chad. I am no longer in school. No girls my age at my work. At the gym all the girls wear headphones so you can't hit on them and even if you do there are dozens of chads right beside you so she will compare you to them and reject you. I already tried volunteering at 3 different organizations and not a single one of them gave me the chance to ask a girl out: they either didn't have single girls my age or if they did the circumstances did not allow me to talk to them. I wasted 100s of hours on that crap so there is no way I am gonna do that a 4rth time. I don't have a social circle because I don't really care to have friends, but I am sure even if I had one I would not find a girl through it, one of my semi-friends is super social the type that knows 100s of people and even he has to rely on messaging random girls on instagram (he has high social status on instagram because he documents his second-to-second life and shows all his friends on instagram) to get pussy. I am just stuck and don't know what other options there are.

I know in a few years once I have a stable career girls will come knocking for my money and I won't have trouble finding them, I mean when I listed a high status job on my online dating profile suddenly I got matched with much more attractive women who were actually my own level, but I didn't talk to them because they would definitely find out I was lying before they fucked me so it would just be a waste of my time. Of course, I am not stupid, once I have my career, I will pose as beta provider but after a few fucks I will dump them and keep repeating this process. But I don't want to go sexless until I am fucking 30. I want to at least once see how it feels to fuck the living shit out of a bitch who wants to get dominated by me due to my looks and not my money.