I posted here on a different alt about a year ago. People told me that i thought I found a "unicorn" and that they didnt exist. They told me to come back with my war stories. Here I am.

We broke up last night and it was very difficult. Long story short, we spent the night in a hotel together just before halloween last year. After some drunken sex, I had a bad feeling in my stomach and decided to go through her phone. She had texted another guy

Her: I want dick

Him: wyd later?

Her: I could come tonight but id be bringing my son

Him: You cant get dick if you bring him

That was it, there was no follow up to that. I fuckin lost my mind. I woke her up shouting and cursing. I told her what I had found and told her to leave my room.

She wanted the chance to explain the next day so i met her. She said that she sent the text while drunk and did not have sex with him. I went through my text history to remember what happened that day, and she was with me that night having sex. I guess I believe her, but the text was bad enough.

We tried to carry on but things never recovered. She accused me of being insecure and "fucking her to sleep so I could snoop". I accused her of lying and cheating. Obviously this went nowhere good.

This was a pretty serious relationship and we were in pretty deep. Idk what I was thinking.

Roast me

Edit: Thanks for the support. This situation hurts. Bad. I never thought heartbreak wpuld actually physically hurt. I feel like someone reached inside my stomach and grabbed and twisted everything.