I was raised by a single mother, my mother divorced my father because she never really loved him, as soon as she got pregnant with me she filed a divorce and I think the only reason why she had me was for a goddamn child support check cause she's a lazy ass who is unemployed. I was never happy as a child. When I was 16 my girlfriend I knew since kindergarten was all over me, she talked about marriage all the time, now I know I was beta as fuck back then but I was talking about marriage at the time too (16 yr old) then she became super jealous and always thought I was cheating on her and I tried to guarantee I wasn't but she wouldn't believe me she became abusive always punching me chasing me with bats clawing me spitting on me, yelling. I lost it one day shoved her into a closet, she called the police and i was placed under house arrest for 2 weeks. I broke up with the bitch and now she's a crack whore with a baby boy on the way. I haven't had a gf after that, but I did hook up with a few girls at school, one girl was making out with me and she reached down to give me head but when she saw my dick (7inch) she said it was too small and laughed, left and told the whole school, made my life rough. These are just a few example to why I don't trust/can't stand to be around females. My mother was also a crazy feminist "never hit a woman" bitch who kicked me in the nuts when she found out I pushed my gf in a broom closet. I found this subreddit and was instantly hooked and overjoyed that other men have gone through shit like this, so thank you mgtow, I'm going my own damn way away from women shit. EDIT: thank you all for the support but ive come to tell you you're all idiots who thought this post was real lmao get a life