Everyone was raised Blue-Pill, man and woman alike. I was thinking earlier, about just how deeply gynocentrism in baked into western civilization. Taking the Redpill is paradigm-shattering, it's like losing ones religion, but even deeper. It's something one assumes on a primal, instinctive, and very subconscious level.

For me, it was like finding out that water is wet. Imagine being raised and continually told that water is dry. That way it moves, looks, and especially feels is dry. That water is the ultimate example of dryness, and interacting with it, as a solid, at all times. You drink it, wash with it, it even falls (dryly) from the fucking sky!

And then one horrible day, you discover by accident, that water is wet. It's always been wet. It could never be anything other than wet. The most casually assumed, culturally enforced knowledge; the very foundation of drinking, washing, swimming, boating, and the most important substance on earth... the principle on which all ponchos, vessels, clothing, and shelters are built to interact with, the most common of common senses... Is wrong. It's always been wrong. It could never be anything but wrong.

Why is the Redpill rage so devastating? Because, from a personal level, Reality Itself is breaking down, and there's nothing to do but panic. Alone. And you can't unlearn it. Now that you know what to look for, the presumption of "dryness" is everywhere, all the time. In movies, books, songs, documentaries, psychology, sociology, languages, each and every single information source proclaims the dryness of water, and it's all a goddamn fraud.

In the role-playing game"Call of Cthulhu", Theresa concept called Sanity. Basically, all of human knowledge is factually incorrect, and the more hidden Truth a person discovers, the more alien and "insane" they become. Eventually they reach a point where they cannot function in "sane" daily life, and have nervous breakdowns.

This is exactly what the Redpill Rage is, a blistering recharting of one's daily presumptions, a process so distressing that activates ones flight-or-fight response for months on end. While being completely inundated with Blue-Pill culture on all fronts. And rage is very, very appropriate. People become snappish, paranoid, suspicious, anxious, depressed, and basically crater-out emotionally, and every part of this is a natural response to a survival-based realignment of one's paradigm. And most of all, it takes time, as one rewires their neurology, on a molecular level, to function in their new reality.

So forgive yourself, for having a hard time of it. Any animal would.