When I first learned about mgtow, approximately in 2016 I realized how much of my life and time I'd spent bothering about relationships, being in and out, money spent, etc. Then it really took me a long while to realise I had (and still have) a lot of soul searching to do. Before then all I really imagined was graduating, getting a job, starting my own family, you know, because it was the "right" thing to do. After reading about mgtow I started to wonder what I'd do with all that time on my hands. I put more effort into my hobbies, apart from having an engineering degree I like to play chess, sing/play the guitar, and play video games but I still feel like that's not "enough". Someone posted here about men "dying" when they're 25 without really dying, by getting into a pathetic cycle of work, and wasting away the rest of their time on meaningless time-wasting activities. Recently I almost found myself getting sucked back into the simp world (posted about it here), I guess that's what happens when you don't have enough ambitions.
I'd like your input on what you think I could do to actually occupy myself soooooo much that I'd never even entertain the thought of women and the rest. Just advice on how to be more ambitious I guess. With all your responses on my last post here and after thinking about it, I realised that I only really talk to women out of "boredom", and a few weeks into the relationship or whatever I realise I have to escape lol. I'm really worried about making that mistake and getting married or something. Because logically, there's no sane reason for any man to get married. I'd like to hear your thoughts