People are dependent on sexual interaction. It may seem a contradiction to make such a statement here, but the truth of the matter is that sex in society is a stress relief and a good way to keep people down chasing jobs and paying taxes. Love just makes the economy go round.

So what happens to society when not only casual sex but even mating per sé is locked down?

Let's speculate the possible effects a bit, let's open a discussion.

I will start with my point of view. I quit my relationshit just a couple of months before the pandemic and I couldnt imagine at the time that not only I was freeing myself but I was leaving behind all sorts of problems a lockdown causes in a relationship. To be clear at the time I was dating basically an Asian girl living in Germany while I live in Italy. I was purple pilled at the time and despite being aware of female nature I liked the "vibe" of sharing a space with someone for a couple of weeks. I couldnt care if she was cheating cause I had no serious plans. But she had and when this became clear I decided to pull the plug. To be fair we had plenty of issues, I am instable and she was very needy and crazy; she was always saying I was Asperger cause I couldnt relate well to feelings. Usual shame tactics and all, all forms of manipulation that women use to "lock down" their partners when they are especially dependent on them. I liked her desperation, it gave me this sense of power over her and since I was partly red pill I could ride and spin her at my whim, since I knew when to stop being mellow and when to start being cold. She was super nice, she dressed the sexy lingerie I liked, she cooked, she made photos of me which I still use for how sharp and cool they are and she made everything to keep me. At the end tho I recognized it was time to part ways and she told me "find your way but stay who you are. you will be happy" which translates to "if you have an after thought I might be still here for you to fuck me" but at thr time she was going in her mid 30s and looks would have decayed and I felt that being pampered and loved wasnt much of a reason to stay together, cause that attention always come at expense of very annoying tantrums and mental break downs and I said no thank you.

So at the brim of lock down I was alone with just my dad in the house. I just played videogames and kept studying for university.

I went trough lock down just fine. I got semi-intentionally banned on tinder. I used to make fake accounts and push the boundaries of bs more and more. Let me tell you: if you keep your head down and dont make it obvious you can fake accounts like a charm on tinder. Between that, single moms and STD tinderellas the platform is a litteral cesspool.

Women are to be known on the field, like an enemy: you cant rely on reports or photographs. Since I was red pilled I liked the idea of treating women like shit and still take advantage of them. Its nice to see them jump through hops to please you and occasionally gaslight them with well crafted displays of passion like inexpensive presents or sweet words. Its like a game with fire and you need to know where to old the stick and when to stop.

Now during the lockdown and having no dating app, I am facing a super free life but I have also some craving here and there. I tend to masturbate to allievate the pressure but it gets more kinky and kinky, I am disgusted by this weakness of mine. Now lately I have installed a life simulator with a sex mod and I totally stopped focusing on studying. Let me be honest I dont give a fuck about my field of study I just want the degree even if its useless. I dont know what the fuck should I do next. I have very sparse skills and I am not the sharpest tool in the shed so I dont know how to make a dime on my supposed talent. In a lockdown society things get even worse for self employment if you are not that teased by e-commerce and computer stuff. I am extremely lazy and demotivated and I am hunted by the crystal clear acknowledgement that the world as we know it is gonna sink down the drain and so it doesnt matter at all what I do for the next couple of decades. Having kids would be totally irresponsible taking a look at the sociopolitical landscape and I have no big project to live by. I am a pretty mediocre person after all.

How does this connect to the main topic? Well, I was wondering how people are doing with having to be locked 24/7 with their petty brides or being single and thirsty. I have been wondering how desperate people are to date these days. Or how this frustration can lead to major political outbreaks like revolutions and such. I mean its a pretty shitty world if you think about it. Entertainment goes on: they still race on sunday when its F1 although they have to wear masks; you can still turn on your console and play; you can still watch Netshit and Grime Video ( I prefer the latter cause it has the office and gran tour and it costs like 3 times less than that socialist crap of Netshit ).

Entertainment, bread and fun is still on but the focus of a man life, building business, having friends, hobbies, travel and spread genes with kids, all that freedom has gone to shit. You can still make a buck but what for? As a man I am grateful that I can live in a minimal way, a woman me couldnt do the same for sure. Its a petty way of living but what else do we know?

Life is pretty dark on red pill mode. Until you can find a use for your freedom your freedom is just a burden. I guess I am still young, since I am 24 but I have no idea how I will find meaning beside fucking around with the phone and the PC. I am just like meh. Maybe I am a parasite or maybe I am just shell shocked like a soldier in ww2 so I am just waiting to die silently and quietly day after day.

I would very much like to end my damn university degree then stop and plan ways to get money for stuff I like to do. Right now every plan I might have is hindered by the ludicrous time sheets and assignment of university, I am one exam and one dissertation away from stealing this piece of paper and god knows how much I hate doing this stuff. Its such a silly paradox that I have to study "effect of motivation in the learning of languages" when I am the typical case of "I dont give a fuck about this crap anymore".

Thats my silly life during lock down. Now whats yours?