On paper my life looks pretty great lately, but my whole family dynamic which isn't large is completely falling apart which has made me manically depressed. I am not sure how to cope or what to do. It's gotten so bad I can't shed a tear, I can't express any emotion, I just stare dead pan at the wall and wallow in my dark thoughts. Everyone around me seems like a self obsessed narcissist and my emotions are absolutely disregarded.

I don't know what to do, so I am asking for help.