Guys I'm the eldest child in my house . I'm a male... Of course I had experienced abusive and strict parenting at its extreme level especially in my teen years...

But my parents treated my younger sister more fairly and in open mind... I feel jealous of her in lot of aspects. I dont know what happened to me but I feel like I became girlish and my younger sister become boyish.. that triggers me😥😥😥😥 .. And also when I surf the internet about this condition everything shows as 'eldest daughter syndrome' and this challenges my orientation. Plz help me 😭😭😭