I really don’t know how to even describe how I feel. I am a 23 year old male and I am feeling like I’m losing grip on the woman I love. I have been dating my girlfriend since senior year of high school and I love her. However, I am having a really hard time moving past my past mistakes in our relationship. I feel like I will never be able to forgive myself for the things that she says she has forgiven me for. I wish I could restart with her, but I am struggling to. I just want to move forward, but I keep feeling insignificant. I want to be strong and view myself the way she speaks of me, but I just feel weak and empty. Do any men in long lasting relationships ever go through anything like this? I really want to make this relationship work because I can’t see myself with anyone else, but I’m having a hard time moving forward. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks y’all.