First Post,

Long story short I had an incredibly abusive mother who was a raging misandrist and projected all of it onto me, absent father so no defence at all, a lot of her abuse is now stuck on my head akin to PTSD,

More recently I had an incredibly emotionally and psychologically abusive girlfriend who gaslit me to the point that I seriously considered s*icide when we finally "separated" because of how much confusion and pain I was in,

I feel very robbed of my identity as a man and have noticed it manifesting as extreme rage that doesn't seem to have anywhere to go,

I also feel very much like I've been served an injustice by the ex, nowhere can I find resources on how to recover from this sort of gender specific abuse, she gets to walk away and carry on with her life without consequence, in fact she landed a dream job out of the blue and seems to just get things handed to her consistently and I'm left profoundly mentally and emotionally damaged and it feels like there's nothing I can do about it,

Does anybody have any resources or know of any groups I can get in contact with concerning this, is there anything akin to the Metoo movement for men who have been traumatised by abusive women? I want people to know what she did to me and I want to move past the pain