I have a couple of coworkers who are very beautiful women. I find myself trying to impress them or make them laugh etc whenever I see them and see other people doing the same, male or female.

It has started to really bug me, I feel that being a very attractive female is definitely a social privilege. They are treated very well regardless of their actions or opinions, and I am honestly jealous that they get so much respect when I have to work to get someone to even have a decent conversation with me.

Am I alone in thinking this? I've never heard it said this way before, so I hope I am not out of line in posting it here.