Lonely male med student

Hope you guys can offer some advice. I have a "disability", neurodivergent. So adhd/autism type symptoms so Im really struggling in school. Think i've even given up on this career. But you know what makes me shed a tear and become cold inside: Seeing the school being ill designed for not only disabilities but for men overall. All that matters is how much you read (little emphasis on other ways of learning but perhaps im supposed to figure it out on my own), 1:10 persons in a hospital is male which is okay but feel like im not being seen or catered to. All the men seem to be overly cautious and subservient. No strong role models. Maybe that's the nature of the job.

Also all my teachers/superiors currently (on paediatrics) are female. Doctors are mostly becoming female. Nurses are almost 100% female. Aides are usually female. Cleaners are often female. But see this, the handymen are still male. No problem with them but it always FEELS like a female talking down to a male "education" wise. Im gonna get a psychoed evaluation because feel like medicine just isnt it anymore. (Also for other reasons) Gonna finish up the degree and do something else. Maybe self study. Trying to change the system is noble and respect to all guys out there. But seeing mental health isn't my strength and I have stronger interests in other areas such as librarianship, does it make sense? I dont have to pay back debt, only work with government for some years in any field of interest.

Academia itself is too specific- divided into faculty and it is also cut throat through further education. I despise the education system. Politics is out. Business is a thought because very creative but live in a country/region with little intellectual rights incentive. Thoughts?

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