I wanted to do suicide

My wife left me with my child and filed fake cases on me and my entire family including my sister’s family … I am fighting cases since 6 years… I didn’t seen my child since 6 years… i am paying Child support and maintenance to her even though she is masters in engineering and a professor of a college. I even gave the money she wanted to build the home she is living with her parents and brother… I helped her getting masters after marriage (I payed for her educational and other expenses) … I helped her father for operation and medical bills.. I helped her brother to get job… but at the end she left me and filed fake cases and even though I agreed to give her money for divorce she asked for, now she refused her own demand and need more money for divorce… she screwed my life, dream and now I have no reason to stay alive… at one hand I have loving and supportive parents at other hand I am not sure when I will come out of this living hell…

I am in US and cases are in india due to visa issues I can’t be a citizen for next 15-20 years… I can’t go back to india because she will screw me more and I can’t stay here being lonely since 6 years…

I am too much afraid of women now a days… I agree I should not be generalize but I am too much afraid of women now a days a single false complaint and your life is ruined forever … I gave all the evidences I could but still law is in her favor…

Not sure why I am still alive …

I wish I could die painlessly