So, my partner and I have been up and DOWN for a while. We love each other and moved in together a few months ago, def when things started to fall apart. He started saying things nobody has said to me. Spiteful things I never thought somebody would say. I have bipolar disorder, I have had it mostly under control but I have occasional episodes - these often include things like screaming crying, and .. well self hard, in hitting myself. it’s awful I know. I have a therapist, psychiatrist, do a lot of self work.. so it’s discouraging. We’ve been on and off with “breaks etc” but last night on this break I opened up about how I missed him on the phone, he essentially said it was over. I suppose I have to move out. I can’t help but still want it to work, I don’t want to leave my place. I don’t blame either of us specifically. I still know there’s a lot of love there. Now I’m in limbo, sleeping in what’s technically his bed waiting for honestly I don’t I could have some advice don’t feel Strong t