Found on my uni confessions page and though you guys might like.

After 9 months of chasing this same girl, i give up. It was going no where. She wouldn't even find the time to have lunch or even a drink with me. Sad thing is that i really liked her and id already given up on love until i saw her in my first year of uni. And now that i decided to close the chapter of her, i dont know what to do other but to think ill end up alone but i mean that was what i keep telling myself. She would never text me first asking how i was but only to ask for help for uni work We aligned our classes together so we could be closer to each since we only knew each other in uni, but only to find out that she only did it to help her study when that was all she wanted. I guess ill stick to myself forever and live alone. I wished she knew she was doing this to me. I would tell her but ive never been good at connecting with people. I dont let anyone into my life.

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