Long story short since I broke up with my first gf of 2 1/2 years things have changed, slowly. We met my senior year in high school and hit it off. She was a jehovahs witness that decided to get really "involved" in her religion as soon as I told her my dad had brain cancer. Instead of holding frame (in that situation, idk) I confided in her how I felt about losing my father at 19. 2 months later we broke up.

For the next two years I tried to get her back, only talking to her every 3-4 months. She kept saying the cliche' "you're such a great guy blah blah". The next year I was MGTOW without knowing it.

This last June at 21 I found TRP, and a young single mom that was a solid 7/10 and banged, thanks to getting through the anger phase quickly. Here's where it gets interesting though. Even with all I'd learned from TRP, the thing I grasped tightest was AWALT(mostly the hypergamous aspect). I couldn't help thinking this girl was banging someone else too. I started creating drama just to test her, and as you can imagine that didn't pan out well. She told me to never talk to her again after a month or so and I realized how good what I did was, and haven't spoke to her since. No texts from her either, obviously. Follow your intuition fellas.

5 more months of lurking red pill, spinning plates, lifting, quitting a job I hated and diving into a commission based job in insurance, I meet a "different" girl. Thanks to TRP first 3 months shes a plate.

After 3 months we're "together". She's calling me daddy, pussy is wet before she walks in the door, cooks for me, invites me to everything family related, losing weight for me, swallows, anal, deepthroats, brings me food, pays for more shit than I do, and is always asking "are we okay" when I'm busy or just running dread game for the hell of it when she's out with her friends once every 2 weeks. BP would tell you that could backfire because she will think you don't care, but we know she will love that I don't care as much as her.

So there's where AWALT comes in. Having a LTR with the knowledge of AWALT can be tough, unless you know you're her best option (right now). But, the minute you get oneitis, you see her as above you. In your eyes, you're not her best option. To you she could have ANYONE SHE WANTS. If you're doubting her commitment just run dread. Fake it till you make it.

It's been said before, the only thing you can do is be the best you that you can be. Always keep yourself above her.

No pussy on the pedestal.

TL;DR Oneitis first gf Single mom fuck buddy LTR dread game when necessary, all is fair in love and war. Slightly drunk.

Update- Downgraded her to a plate after drinking last night, not quite sure why though. 15 minutes later she's at my door. Not mad, just confused blah blah. She basically tackles me and says "fuck me". It was some of the best sex we've had. LTR really is red pill on hard mode. She begged me to take her back and I still haven't confirmed anything. I'm not sure if I already fucked it up or what. Any and all advice is appreciated.