So fellas i havent had any friend for a half a year that i could go outside with,hanging out etc.I met some guys who will go with me at college this year.So we went to beer fest tonight.The thing that happen is something that happened all the time with my ex-friends,with ALL OF THEM and that is disrespecting of me.What i want to say..There was 3 of us,they talked to each other,whisper and didnt tell nothing to me..like im not there,ok,next..When one of them goes away we decided to go and find him,when i goes to rest and seat no body watch for me,like I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHERE IS HE you know..?

And that story happened millions of time to me.When i was younger i complained and asked,then i dumped because they didnt care,then i dumped another group of friends and now i found them(and would meet many more when college starts)and i dont want to be alone anymore,not a single moment,but that what happened again broked my heart,still like invisible guy.They are not confident to much,me neither,they dont look good that much,im in better shape.Cant figure out why that happened and i know that if i ask i would be consider as "complainer or bitch who just cry and dont do nothing".Is this normal,should i take easy and relax,dont get everything so serious?