So a little backstory: Junior in high school, about to be a senior. Until 2 weeks ago, I had a complete blue pill mentality; nice-guy psyche, always there for girls, never got laid. I'm not exactly sure how I found out about this subreddit, but holy fuck, has it changed my perspective. I read and read from this subreddit, passed the anger phase, and here's my story.

2 weeks ago, I broke up with a girlfriend of 11 months, B. We had dated off and on, like 5 times or something total. I was in love. Ignorant, blissful love. She always remarked how she had me "wrapped around her finger", but I shrugged it off. We never had sex, most we ever did was some light foreplay. Well, the day before we did, I had read a lot of the literature on this subreddit, starting to adapt to a red pill mentality. She asked if we could be friends, I responded simply with "No, we can't. If you go, I'm done and am going to go after other women." She apparently didn't believe me, so she ended it, I said good riddance, and started talking to a much more attractive girl, S. Well, last night, after some drinks, my friends(who knew B) asked me what I saw in her, said I didn't really know. They then told me something that hit me: she had gone up to each of them individually, and asked them for sex, even offered to pay for it. At first, I thought how it didn't make sense, then it clicked. It made complete sense. They didn't care about her, and were pretty much repulsed by her, so she was extremely attracted to them. She even said to me she was waiting for marriage to have sex. I can't believe how fucking idiotic I was, like seriously.

I'm not really sure what I'm going for with this post, so this is just sort of a rant. Since B and I ended it, I've started turning around myself completely. Started lifting, running, somewhat eating better(fuck my sweet tooth), and reading a book that was recommended on here, Young Men and Fire by Norman MacLean(great book, by the way, I highly recommend it as well). I just wanted to make myself a place in the redpill community, and if I ever need it, be able to get some advice or something. If anybody has any wise words for me or other newfound redpillers, I'd be very appreciative.

EDIT: Thank you, kind sir, not a field report, just a rant.