Been swallowing the pill for almost a year now. It's been weird, but taking a MGTOW and "fake it til you make it" approach has really helped my studies and my game. This event happened two weeks ago.

Met a girl in the parking lot outside my school. 21, blonde, short, 8/10, California girl. We both were walking back to our cars, and hers was parked next to mine. Saw she was lighting up a cigarette, asked to bum a smoke, she obliged. We started talking, and the conversation flowed pretty well. She was interested in what I was studying and wanted to know more. So we got some food before our next classes, I got her number, and left it at that.

A few days later, we went out. Picked her up and got some hookah nearby. Kino and conversation were strong, so at one point I took a hit and shotgun-kissed the smoke into her mouth. She loved it, and I knew she was down. I paid for the hookah, but we were going to a bar after that, so we agreed she'd buy the drinks. Had a great time at the bar: hung out with friends, got social, danced to the band that was playing, and talked a bit more. 1am rolls around, and I tell her we're going back to her place. She happily accepts.

Spent the night, fucked multiple times. Did it again a few days later, minus spending the night. She told me she "loves how I take control", and wants to do all kinds of dirty shit with me. Since the first date she's also been texting me a bunch, telling me she's been thinking about me and that I'm welcome to come over whenever I'd like. This whole time I've maintained amused mastery, being dominant (especially in the bedroom), and only telling her bits and pieces about my life.

Since I met her I've found out she has a serious autoimmune disease (currently healthy, but still), is a stripper part-time (I've wrapped it each time), and is a 2-years sober alcoholic (she didn't drink at the bar). Is she serious relationship material in my eyes? No, definitely not. Good thing that's not what I want right now. I'm going to her place again tomorrow night, and will keep going because she's a great fuck.

Things I've taken away from this:

  1. She might be faking some of her affection, but hey, she's used to doing that at her job, so I don't care. I still get laid while she blueballs the guys at the club.

  2. Only revealing snippets about myself and having a fairly good amount of general knowledge/experiences has made me "more interesting than she thought I was" (her words, not mine).

  3. Being dominant fucking works. Especially if she's dominant most of the time (most strippers are). Do what you want, call the shots, and she'll be wet and ready to go at the drop of a hat.