So today I did something I didn't really think i'd ever do any I'm still a little shocked about how I feel. A girl who 6 months ago I would have driven hours to go on a date with, I just flaked on to hit the gym and then go rock climbing with some buddies. And the reason I flaked, was pretty simple, I'd rather go do something with my buddies than go on some first date that has low chances of fucking. If I don't fuck, it's ~2 hours wasted, if we do I'm not sure if I even care that much. I think I'm still in a bit of the anger phase and I'm just not in the mood to do anything with women right now.