22M. I am finally getting a grip on my life. For the past two months, I have gone out and gamed Thursday through Saturday for 5 hours minimum and let me say....the results have been astounding. I have gotten more make outs from cold approach in two months than I did with my ex girlfriend that I dated for 8 months. Pathetic, I know. I have gotten a blitzkrieg of phone numbers and I am having a hard time managing them. Sometimes I get the girls confused. No lays yet. I am still learning.

On top of gaming regularly, I have hit the weights like never before and the rush I get from it is unbelievably wakening. I am more aware of my surroundings, the social dynamics of conversations, and I feel okay with telling people that I am busy and can't talk. My boundaries are finally showing up and people are starting to take notice. Last Saturday, I met this beautiful girl at a club and we hit it off nicely, until she started with the shit tests, which was to be expected. I was having none of it.

  • Her "Your really cocky, I don't like cocky guys."
  • Me "Have you ever been to Chicago?"
  • Her "What?"
  • Me "Pizza"
  • Her "Your not making sense..."
  • Me "Come here...just come..here.. *makeout."

I am being more direct and TAKING what I want, and more people around me are starting to notice. I am starting to cut the negative influences out of my life such as people, bad foods, the fucking tv, my wii, and alcohol. My friend of 4 years is a negative shithead and I never had the balls to tell him off because he was the only friend I had and without him, I felt like I had no one to hang out with. Not anymore. I threw out the crappy foods in my house, unplugged the tv and sold my wii (Ill miss you brawl..).

I am taking control and have fully taken the redpill. This is something extremely hard to do, but I did it and I am starting to see the rewards.

I will never resort to being a bluepill faggot anymore. I am no longer passive aggressive. I am active aggressive.

"How you approach one thing is how you approach everything."

Fuck, I am high on life!