For me personally, the hardest thing about swallowing TRP is accepting that I will never be a father and a husband. Society has changed to the point that becoming a father and husband is now the dumbest thing a man can do. The values we were raised on we're filtered through disney movies, rom coms, and the feminist movement. It feels like brainwashing. Guys and girls both saw the same shit and got two separate messages. Women learned early how to string men along and get them to do their bidding, and men were taught to keep trying, demonstrate value by showing your sensitive side, win the girl, save the princess, it's bullshit. Behind the scenes the feminist movement swept across America. With that came new rules in the work place, "equality" between men and women, and stricter laws and penalties for men.

I've always enjoyed the chase with women. It's possible to be friendly with chicks and not be in the friendzone. Once I show intent the hunt is on and I can usually close that day. My problem is once I go LTR I go BP. I had a fucked up way of rationalism. I knew that I didn't apply any of what I was taught, and that I was the gateway to a relationship. What I didn't know was how to maintain a LTR. I assumed that needed to show my sensitive side, and be more "equal" with whomever my SO was at the time. That's when the tailspin starts the BP bomb goes off. Game over.

TRP has taught me that in order to keep her around, I need to just do what I did when I first fucked her. Do the opposite of what I was taught about women and keep fucking doing it. Now it's as easy as pick the pussy win some pussy. I have an incredibly high sex drive and if I'm intrested and talking to a chick, then I want to test drive that pussy as fast as possible. Plates out the ass.

My problem is, is a LTR even worth it? Is it possible to be a successful husband and father instead of becoming another failure as a father and a son? Is it worth it to even try?