Hi, It's been months since I swallowed the pill and since then it is slowly getting assimilated into my system. The upsides are very very great but on the other hand once you've seen the entire subtle games that people (betas and women) play, you begin to resent any form of control.

I made an earlier post about my beta father and controlling mother which essentially described what happens when you allow women to run the household. Now I can discern many subtle attempts at controlling me and keep on demolishing those. While this may be great, this has created in me a sense of melancholy and seriousness. I hardly smile at all during these days and remain usually very high strung. I get irritated at useless stuff and this shakes my frame. Any advice on how to overcome this?