Since I graduated from high school recently as a kissless virgin who's never had a girlfriend, I feel that I've missed out on a lot of romantic stuff, like fucking.

I also feel quite pathetic because of my situation. I guess the best part of this is that I developed a pseudoalpha mindset in which I've learned to be truly independent.

Whenever I think about my life and 'romance' I keep hitting this mental roadblock. I also sob when I watch corny movies with teens who get laid.

How can I overcome it?