I had an interesting day today. Work was good, there were a few moments where I did not held frame. I left work at a normal time and headed out to approach. I did a "Hit and Run" with this chubby Asian woman. She had a nice dress, so why not?

During the interaction, at the beginning, I started it off and wanted her to put in some of the work. It didn't happen. She just turned her head as I was waiting for a response or some sort of interest. Inside I was fighting the urge to fill the silence but somehow held on. The walk signal came and she walked, she turned her head and said it was nice talking to me. I laughed in the inside as I made my way towards the subway.

I approached another girl in that same area. It was indirect as she was looking for a specific restaurant. I pointed her in the right direction and made some small talk which lead to a conversation.

The eye contact was there, I had to force myself in the beginning to really hold it but after a few seconds I was locked on. I smiled and smirked and got her number. The conversation was decent, I kept tripping and interrupting her by mistake instead of being present and letting her finish. Something to pay attention to in the future.

I went to my normal area and try to do some quick "Hit and Runs" to warm up. Approached this girl in a green dress, she was glued to her phone. I approached one more and then called it quits and moved on to another area.

I got in a few approaches but got rejected instantly. I was indifferent and I went to the coffee shop to read and study. There I saw a cute girl on her phone, what it look to be that she was waiting for someone as he switched between her phone and looking at the entrance.

Obviously I want to approach her but I knew with the circumstance I would be shooting myself in the foot. Many people around, she'll feel awkward and since it's not outside she'll feel "trapped" and forced to talk to me.

Seeing her brought something to my attention. I see a gorgeous girl like her and I think about what would it take to develop that skill to get a girl like her. I thought about my journey how it's not just approaching her but having a solid life.

To be very, very honest, people of TRP, I have been slacking in improving my life. Ever since I had that successful date I've somehow stop improving. It's weird, it feels to me that I accomplished my goal but I know for a fact that I did not even come near to completing it.

For instance, I fallen off my diet. I stopped eating properly and I stopped reading books that will enrich and improve my life. I somehow feel that If I just keep approaching and rely on the Law of Averages I can get good with women.

That's not what I want. I want to be good with women AND be the best version of myself. I want this journey of seduction to force me to improve in other areas of my life. I would see this pickup instructors and see the mediocrity. Most but not all of them don't lift, they looks skinny fat, there style is not as good, they look like an average person and live boring lives.

Here's the thing, I don't want to be average, I really want to be great. I want someone to look at me, guy or girl and see that I'm successful, I want them to see in my eyes the power and the hardship I've gone through, my posture and my appearance.

If I talk to these people I want them to feel intimidated, not by fear but from the amount of masculinity and power I have acquired through hard work.

Am I a fool to pursue this? Is it achievable? Or do I sound naive?"

I was watching a video from James Marshall on ten bad seduction habits. One of them really got to me, mass approaching. What Marshall explains is that if you have a goal to approach 20 women you'll go through ever set thinking about reaching that 20 instead of actually building a connection and really learning the "PRINCIPLES" of seduction.

That really hit home for me. I am actually doing that. I'm not going crazy and approaching everything in sight, I'm more focus on quantity over quality. Marshall believes that you do need a lot of approaching to get good, he doesn't believe in "Practice makes perfect" but "Perfect practice makes perfect".That opened my eyes.

I sat there thinking about my journey and I needed to change my outlook and the way I do things.I left the coffee shop and spotted this really well dress and attractive Asian girl. I went to her and approached her, I really wanted to get to know her and build a connection, instead of just getting the number close. She was in a rush and had to go.

My last approach was this one girl who dressed nice. Same mindset, as I went with the intent to build a connection. It was great and weird, the conversation was natural and I was asking her things about her and sharing things about me to build rapport and commonalities. To my surprise she was asking me things and was interested in me. I got her number and told her we should get coffee next week.