Today was a good day. Hot humid day today in NYC, wore extra sunscreen lotion. Got 6 numbers today. Two in the first area, I was there just to warm up.

Did some "Hit and Runs" and approached two girls. Girl#1 was decent, eye contact was there but needed work. The conversation was kinda dull but got the number close. I opened Girl#2 pretty weak, it was a side stop but held eye contact. She was older than she looked but had a fat ass. She asked me all these question but held frame. I got her number and planned to see if I can get her out.

Same thing for the rest of the numbers I got. I kept tripping on my words today. I was struggling to make a decent conversation for some reason. I felt anxious, I was feeling I was losing the girl a few times. There were countless times today where I did't know what to talk about. I was so worried about losing the set

I've been ejecting and not approaching a lot. I would approach but not really commit to it. I've been slacking and I need to get my shit together. I can't be half assing approaches and ejecting out of there.

I had a date today with Sarah#5. It was disappointing. I didn't get the kiss but it was weird. She was bubbly and was really receptive to kinoing. It was strange, we were at the park, I had my arm around her, I was feeling and stroking her thighs, she didn't mind at all. I went for the kiss and she rejected it, haha.

She told me she used to be a stripper. I don't know how I feel about that. The kinoing was still there, she told me was an old fashion girl. I was dissapointed but still hanged in there and chatted with her. She was playing, she would say one thing and contradict herself a seconds later.

As I was walking her to the subway I hugged her and thought about what to do from here. I knew this was not going to go well. I texted her that I wanted to fuck her since I knew this wasn't going to go anywhere. She's naive but at the same time is a big time sink. She said she appreciated the honesty but didn't want to be fuck buddies. I didn't care at all, I texted her, giving her a choice that we can casual date or not. To my surprise she agreed to casually date. I stood there with a confused look.

GOALS FOR TOMORROW:

1).GET 1 NUMBER

2).STRONG EYE CONTACT

3).COMMIT AND STAY AND NOT LEAVE TILL SHE LEAVES.

4).SPEAK LOUDER, CLEARER AND SLOWER.