so, just to have a place to talk about it, there i am. a co-worker of mine, and i have been friends for a couple years, talking with her, is a bit of a soft roller coaster, she tends to pick a side point in the conversation and go with it, i usually keep it grounded, but i've no need to have that much control.

so when i was talking about horrible boses, i'm not sure how we got their, but i told her the most horrible boss i ever had, hated me, but he had a reason, i at least understood why, i fucked his wife, (true story,) my co-worker got a glow to her eyes, a broad smile, and tisk-tisk, and that was it

later in the day, i turned to say something about cool dark room that nearly caused me to pass out, (i work in extreme heat,) and she called me a "bad boy," the look on her face didn't really match the thought of Stevie Wonder mistake i made, that the company CEO pointed out in the meeting, (the dark room,) so i kinda froze. then she asked if i was married at the time of the boss's wife incident, I hesitated again, because my gf at the time did become my wife, and my co-workers smile got even bigger, when i said yes, she was pressing me for details, but ended up running to the bathroom.

i said one thing, and she couldn't stop thinking about it all day. honestly, i think she's looking for safe and healthy snack, while her over weight, pot smoking husband watches TV.

I'm not sure i really want her, i just kinda want the since of power of being the one making the choice. I realize this is what females tend to do, I call it Cave Man Romance 101, the more people compete for you, the more people will compete for you. So females tend to encourage men, they have no intention with, to appear more valued by men they do want. My co-worker is very popular, i'm more inclined to make her a puppy, and use her to to elevate my own SMV