When I was younger I used to be very red pill. It was not by choice I was just fit and had an ego the size of the grand canyan and that did wonders for getting the ladies. Fast foward ten years and I have come to the conclusion that I have been a beta chump for probabably two years now. One day I just suddenly became aware of it and since then I have been in the process of changing how I am and how I interact with the women in my life.

So anyway, there is this girl I have been "orbiting" for a while now. She also has another guy that does the same thing. She clearly likes having male company around but nothing ever came of it. The icing on the cake? shes a feminist, not a preachy bitchy one but a feminist all the same. I decided to completely stop talking to her because I was getting nothing out of the situation. About a month goes by and I find myself at a party and shes there, wasted. She is in rear form (sloppily) but out to have some fun. Her x-bf, who is a good friend of mine was also there (more on that later).

She goes around being very flirty and sexual with all the men in the house and generally trying to illicit some type of response, wanting people to follow her around etc. Before the party myself and a friend of mine who this girl also flirts with came to an agreement, shes a waste of time ignore her. We did this. Whenever she was around I would walk away, when she tried to play games I would talk to someone else and so on. She would go hang around her orbiting beta after these interactions.

Fast foward, Im outside having a drink with a friend she comes stumbling out and starts talking. I tell her that I think I got her figured out, she wants attention and she does not care where it comes from, I go on to say, I have been a chump and I have reassigned the women in my life accordingly. She leaves. After I finish my conversation I use the bathroom. When I open the door she is standing there. She grabs me and starts making out with me like a wild animal. Now this was interesting because the beta bullshit that I was pulling for two years got me nowhere and an hour of red-pill and this happened. Anyway I knew we were moments from being seen and everyone would start talking so I suggested we duck into a room, she did not want to do that. I looked at her and said, "Your x is here and hes my friend, I cant do this" and walked away. She immedietly went home with beta boy.

Weird night but overall I think it went well, your thoughts?

TL;DR - Being beta sucks, an hour of trying to be red and girls are making out with you.