Field Report. Skip 1st paragraph if you're in a hurry. Background: Son of a single mom. Bullied in younger years of school, needy, insecure child, sucked at sports. Mom always had boyfriends so I got a few father figures who probably helped shape me for the better since she pulled these younger blokes with dark triad traits. (Vain, self-absorbed etc). Mother would always get her heart broken by these as-holes. She had not hit the wall yet and could still pull guys wayy younger than her. Real dad has made almost no effort to be a father and does not pay child maintenence. Although TRP has given me another perspective on the issue of child support I cannot forgive my father at the moment. In early childhood mom was at work so had a lot of babysitting. Have a younger brother but since I had no consistent father figure I had no leadership qualities and I feel as if I was a shit-y older brother. Because of MY lack of leadership there was no clear family heirachy so naturally we used to fight all the time. Got good genes, 17 now and under 6 foot but a good deal taller than most girls I know (I swear they just stopped growing taller at 15). Puberty did me good even though it hit quite late. At 14 suddenly became very athletic and did loads of cross-country, becoming the best in high school. Moved schools lots of times. 6 weeks ago I started lifting and it is the most addictive thing ever. Was never allowed gaming consoles. Of course at this age results come super fast. Also being able to get bigger without adding any fat because of genetics and a ketogenic diet. Always told I'm good looking but my flirting was 0 and me around girls was a catastrophe. Most of childhood was a Beta male who thought of girls as amazing creatures most likely due to a masculine mother with the dominating position in the household. I must say that dogsitting helped forge leadership qualities in me. Being around many dogs helped so much.

Went to a house party last night. After having read TRP for about 3 months. Reading your material. Absorbing and accepting was not hard, I always knew about how girls go for Alpha Males and the harsh reality of nature and how life is what you make of it etc etc. But your forum has clarified so much and given me confidence to live out my what I used to philosophise about. Just decided "fuck it you live once." Had some peach vodka and set my personality on fire. Introduced myself to everyone. Touching all on the shoulder or waist as I did so and when I walked past them. Became 'the guy everyone likes". Was a dickhead to many girls, ("omg you're that horrible girl who blah blah..." When on the dancefloor (with 80's music because its the best music - abba, queen etc) just grabbed one of the hottest girls there by her waist and started dancing. (Quite good at dancing) pulled her in and just made out. We went up stairs and I got head and made out etc. She asked me to fuck her next weekend. (She had a period) However after making out she gave me some emotional baggage. I said "you've got one tampon I'm not going to be your second, emotional tampon" She also happens to have taken my friend to the principles office for calling her a slag over text. So in the upstairs room I said "I will only fuck you later if you apologise to me about ----" and she told me how my friend was a dickhead. I said "there is something called banter... and you must stop bitching over some text" She said "urgh, you're such a dick" and stomped out of room. I didn't care to be honest. I had pulled her (HB9) and I could pull another. All ended well because about an hour later we were all dancing and she came up to me and made out with me on the dancefloor. (No doubt because I has held frame by not listening to her woes about some guy she liked and by refusing to just have sex with her the next weekend and instead holding back and doing what I believed was more important). The point is. When getting girls, touch is less awkward than you think and if you are good looking (lift..lift) girls love it (don't be weird about it). And secondly, you can get away with saying so much nonsense and being cocky with all the girls and it just makes them love you more. Thank you so much. You have changed my life. Never believed I could pull really got girls until last night. Remember we all live on a tiny blue dot in a huge vast space and just stop caring so much about being embarrassed and do what you want to do. :)