Usually, I have a good game, my philosophy is, be fun and more fun comes, play and don't expect outcome, I never had any teaching on how to do it, just natural game that improved with a large sample size (thanks for living in Berlin), but lately I got into a relationship, and broke up, when that usual reasoning "my feelings", so I had to google online, found TRP, read Rollo tomassi books, those stuff, the content, are something logical to me, but having them repeated in this new tone that reflects lots of frustration and cynicism has done damage to my ability to manifest fun and attract based on it. Now, I sit in conversations while my head is seeing the underlying subconscious text, I feel like I am in the movie "They live". how to go back to that point, that point where I enjoyed bullshit while immersing myself in the bullshit? anyone had this too?