Rollo says you cannot live in a bluepill world with redpill knowledge - at least not happily anyway.

I just read both the Rationale Male books. I was hoping someone can answer this post/question for me. Towards the end of the Rational Male – Preventive Medicine, it is said that you need to unplug, to be hopeful in a new system, one where you have control within it. I am always on the reddit.redpill forum where we talk about going to the gym as being a religion, not caring about women before yourself, be alpha, and I want to indulge all this information before I even post here. But basically, everything Rollo has stated in his two books, and after 24 years of being conditioned the way I am with my ‘self’ knowing no other way except the way I have been taught and brought up. If the red pill is the wrecking ball, and my conditioning/mind is the building, how do I knock it down completely destroying every single piece, so I can then never doubt Rollo's and the redpills teachings again and therefore live by them. After coming out of an abusive relationship, I don’t ever want to feel this way again. All that Rollo has said is spot on, I do want to make the changes, but surely it is harder than Rollo just saying in his book – unplug, join the new system and be in control? I hope you get what I am saying here, surely there is a process to becoming more ‘red pill’, unplugging from the matrix after having it injected within me for 24 years.

I won't be posting here for a while after this, I have made HUGE changes in my life, but I want to ensure I unplug sufficiently, because I have moments even where I talk to a girl and doubt what I read and it's as if I need to slap myself across the face.