A couple months ago, I broke up with my girlfriend, because I wasn't happy. A month passed before I talked to her again and before I knew it, we were having sex again, no commitments. More time passes, and I find myself wanting her again, I am thinking to myself "What the fuck am I doing" Because this would be the third time I got back with her.

So here I go, about to ask her out again, and I found out she is talking to and "in love" with another person, and this hit me harder than expected. The main reason, I always went back to her, is because I really don't know how to get anyone else. It's killing me, I have hardly any social skills, and all the girls I have been with to this point have been flukes.

Now I find myself with a chick I am not intersted in, or attracted to, and im having sex with her. I feel disgusted with myself, and I don't know what to do. I feel like a mess, I have been trying to swallow The Red Pill but I don't seem to be doing it too well. It's stuck. I shouldn't be feeling this way about someone I BROKE UP WITH. I should be able to get someone else, but I don't know how.

I am by no means unattractive, and I have pretty high standards normally, so I have dated a couple 8's and 9's but this chick I found myself having sex with, doesn't fit my usual standards, but I am so empty right now, I couldn't say no.

Help me TRP.