Seriously, of all the people in whom to invest time and life energy, you choose the ones who are the least reliable and most needy. The ones with no sense of loyalty or trustworthiness. You write walls of text talking about your supposed "game" when really it's a game you're choosing to play in the first place, whining about how difficult women are but choosing not to eschew them as partners as part of an easier route to a more fulfilling life. Women are for reproduction, men and your hands are for getting off. Why can't you see that?