I'm red pilled, it's changed my life. The last few years I've become a natural at talking to girls and making them wanna fuck me. But that's kinda as far as it goes....when the conversation does come up, I never know how to keep my frame and give her an answer that keeps her guessing.

Why I haven't had sex, I can't even answer that question myself. I grew up in a strict religious household with an abusive mother. Girls were not on my mind for religious/cultural reasons, my romantic/sexual feelings for women were not as intense as they are now, I didn't want to have anything to do with women, I sometimes had trouble disassociating any girl from my mother and I went thru puberty quite late, hence my glowup came late, I used to be quite ugly.