So I have been on and off with this girl for while, im not gonna get into the details, but i was a beta so she cheated, then I became more alpha/sigma-ish and we re connected but its the same old sotry with weird twists.

basically, whenever we reconnect she fucks me two three or four days in a row. then sex slows down and we get into a fight because the sex slows down too much and we split. Then we try again and i play all my cards right and then eventually the sex stops and we split. but the reason its weird is because recently when we have been split up she only reconnects when she wants sex. Then she acts like a terrible human, goes out on the weekend, acts like a redpill guy and then does the whole (i dont wanna do this anymore).

so last night she does that, saying that im annoying, childish, dumb, and she doesnt want to see me for my birthday, and had been acting super bitchy for three days straight. but then right after three days of not hearing from her while she was out probably being a hoe, and then being berated by her yesterday, she leaves my house and I dont get a hold of her, and within 10 minutes shes calling, we are staying on the phone together, she wants to be my own personal whore for my birthday and we've agreed that after that we are stopping communication.

She knows we have no future together because she knows that that we will end up probably killing each other and that I will never fully invest because of all the lying and cheating shes done. So what exactly is she doing? Why does she constantly shame me for wanting to have sex with her, but then the next day jump me like a horny rabid animal. how do I make it so that she just wants to fuck 2 or 3 times a week but she doesnt act like a raging bitch and actually respects me at the same time. Ive been in this heel for over a year and a half so keep that in mind when suggesting what I should do. Oh and not only that but if I cut her off, her response is either to start a huge fight, come to my house and knock on my window and have sex only to start the process over again, or just go away completely, sleep around, and eventually end up having a panic attack somewhere nearby me and start texting me how she hates herself and how she wishes I was dead. If you want or need more details just ask.