So I started in this RP community 3 weeks ago and I started to change from a BP,I started to lift,I started to look people at their eyes,to not do things I dont want to and these things, I am seeing how my friends since I was a child are looking me,when I was a total disney BP they took advantage of me so I wouldnt call them friends,they try to get me back to that guy that always sayed yes and was seen by girls as a good servant and a faggot,I know there is a thing that is to not change the already people you shitted by the way you were,but when I defend myself I put my ego very high and I dont know if that benefits me or the the opposite,honestly I dont care shit about them but what I should do to pass these shit tries to get me back to the shit I was while I was a BP