I am a 27 y.o. dude, living with my parents, after 8 years abroad studying, I failed and got expelled from University. And now my life is sensless and I feel like I cannot achieve any task. What would be the first step so I can get myself moving towards the best of me ?? I have read the side bar twice, and a lot of self-development books but nothing seems to be working. I have also tried and still seeing a therapist (psychiatrist) to get going and it is not helping much. I have tried lifting but got bored of it and changed to Boxing then stopped. The only sport I am doing right now is soccer with friends from time to time ( twice a week ). As for hobbies, I used to play video games pathologically, stopped and changed it for guitar ( which i am still doing consistently but I am beginning to stall since it is becoming more an escape from reality ). So my question is purely about development, How do i get the ambition back?
What would be the first step? What worked for you? I used to want to be the best man around, now i am just alive and can’t see any reason to live and always feel ashamed of myself. Any help/opinion is good. Thanks lads. Please excuse my English. It is not my native language.