Last October my girlfriend broke up with me due to some problems of the relationship, that motivated me to take the gym more seriously. I cried a lot because it was a 3 year relationship and I thought it was perfect but nopee. Nowadays I almost don't think about her, maybe once or twice a week or even three times, but not more.

Well, yesterday I got into her Instagram profile just to see how she was doing and suddenly I fucking started to get anxious like crazy.

Why the fuck, after all that time, I can't get to get her out of my thoughts completely or at least enough so I don't feel like that.

I mean, I'm quite handsome and my self-esteem is so high, I have a great body and all. Help me pls