Im on a path to unplug myself and i've been listening to nmmng and trm. I began to understand the way I should think. So I listened to Models after and It said that making yourself vulnerable is good, it builds trust and comfort.

After Models I almost went on to tell a girl about my inner emotions ,but i would have tried to do it in a non-needy and non-desperate way. Now I realized thats a mistake. But Im still confused. I never talk about my emotions and I feel like its tearing my apart so much. Recently I was with a girl and i was sad. She kept asking me whats wrong and i told her nothing.She could definitely sense it. I believe after that she lost some trust for me. I dont believe faking that youre allright always is the proper thing to do, as i mentioned. So what do men do with their weak emotions? I understand that love and happiness you show them by action, but what about sadness?I dont think suppressing them forever is a good thing, after not being able to tell anyone how i feel my whole life has only made me weaker I feel.