Met a really nice girl (F34) almost one year ago. She is from a different European country (east-Europe) than I am (M34, west-Europe). We have been seeing each other quite a lot for the fact that we live in different countries and have been on vacation together twice already. She is Christian up to a certain degree while I'm an atheist. We have had sex several times and two weeks ago when I visited her she was all over me. Last week when she visited me there was a change and she withheld on the sex and we only did oral sex. Now last night came the big shocker. She told me over the phone that she wanted to (try for the first time in her life) to have a more pure relationship. And what that meant is that she wants to withhold from sex until after marriage. Part of me wants to think this is for real and it's not a shittest. But even if it would be real I don't think I would be able to handle it and go through with the relationship under a condition like that. For one because it does feel like a condition to me (trade sex for marriage) and second because I believe that sexual energy is the core of human nature and the core of a relationship. Am I being shittested?