Basically, I met this chick this summer through hooking up with one of her friends who had lost interest in me. For the sake of context, well call the girl M. M is awesome. We became pretty close in a short time.

The thing is, M is 18. M is currently at school 300 miles from me. I knew that doing a LDR was out of the question, I don’t have to explain why.

Thing is, I kind of distanced myself before having the talk with her about how I didn’t think getting into a LDR was the right move for us. It sucked honestly, I really just wanted to be with this girl/still do.

Her and I talked on the phone tonight. She’s apart of a group, what that group is, I’m not sure. She was feeling insecure about this girl because she’s all pretty, it turns out that this dude had been flirting with her all week and decided that he wanted the other girl. Exactly why I didn’t want to be in a LDR. I don’t want to deal with crap like this.

Call me crazy, but am I being used as an emotional tampon as this moment?