At the beginning of 2016 I was a kissless virgin. Now I'm a virgin after a couple of makeouts and foreplay. The problem is at the beginning of 2016 I've had a girl where I executed a lot of TRP tactics flawlessly. I passed shit tests. I could just shut up on a date if I was talking too much and survive the awkward silence (to make her talk in the name of push pull).

Now I just can't stand the awkward silence and whenever a shit test comes up I'm like uh.. er.. When I'm at an event gaming a girl I'm thinking should i kino or not. should i lean back or not. should i stfu or talk. should i say i gotta go before she does etc.

I've went on one date after this year's hiatus and it went terribly. Cringe type of shit. So I'm feeling a bit discouraged.

How to I get back to where I want to be dating wise?