Hey,

I'm currently going into my last year of college and after much fuckery I'm in a state where I don't give a flying fuck about school since my grades are so far gone (Business/IT degree: 60% CGPA). I just want to turn myself into the kind of person who no one will say no to and I'd like to get into consulting.

Right now, I'd like to learn how to handle guns, defend myself, and learn how to take shit and do work regardless of how I feel, and I believe that joining the Reserves will help me with this.

I feel like my perspective is a little wonky and maybe I just didn't convey it correctly, but perhaps the Army will give me a different, more RP perspective on life along with the confidence to live it.

Currently lifting and eating healthier so that advice has been taken and is being implemented. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Stick it to me if I've got it all wrong. Thanks!