Long story short;

Married at 18, obviously a huge mistake but, I was 18 and didn't know better. Fast forward nearly 17 years and my wife finally offed herself due to her heroin/coke addictions.

I've known about TRP for quite some time. And never did much about it due to my silly sense of "honor". I promised I'd stay with wife, and kept that up even when the bedroom died, even when she stopped taking care of herself, right up until I found out about the hardcore drug use. She died when our divorce was about 80% complete.

Since becoming single, I've done all the things I'm supposed to, back in the gym, down 25 pounds in about a month, things are going well. Have a few plates and tinderlla's spinning. But through a sort of random coincidence an old girlfriend from high school has come back into the picture.

This girl has me real messed up. She's firmly in the too good to be true category. She's unknowingly red pilled, she's possibly hotter than she was when she was 18. Still in great shape, etc. Married a replacement me, guy looked like me, had the same career path, etc. They divorced some years ago. Here's the kicker, she is incredibly wealthy now. Like, not just "has a good job", money. The house she recently bought was near the tune of 7m. So, I've spent the last 16 years regretting my marriage. and the last 10, saying I'd never do it again. But to me it seems this situation is different. To sum up, I'm seeing a woman who is better looking than me, is confirmed child free, has the same goals as I do (continue traveling the world and doing whatever I want when I want) The catch is, I'm about to move to Italy for 3-6 years, if not more. She will be unable to get a visa and live with me without marriage, obviously.

I'm sort of at a loss for the best course of action. I know single in italy is an amazing time, I watched all of my friends do it while I was married living there. So, I'm in a pretty good spot either way. Sorry, at this point I'm rambling. I'm just looking for advice if even considering to get married again is as crazy as I feel like it is. Thanks in advance.