Im new to TRP and i view things really differently now.

However i noticed a trend in my interactions with women especially my last LTR.

Most interactions i'd go into and be waiting for a shit test or something. And i'd try not to go beta or neutral. felt the need to be alpha which is kinda exhausting. Like thinking or trying to hard to be alpha over every single thing.

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I started to view her (and also my own, funnily enough) attraction on a sliding scale. Where if i wasn't turning up the AM/alpha/asshole behavior all the time her attraction was gonna fade fast. and if she kept being too clingy and needy then mine kept sliding.

Im not so experienced with LTR and as far as i can tell they are inherently "beta" so some degree of beta behavior is gonna be preset. I kno women want an emotional roller coaster and just want feelings all the time positive or negative, but fuck if it isn't ehausting trying to maintain that.

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Anyone more experienced have advice on this?

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