Hey guys, obligatory mention that im a long time lurker on Trp and i need someone to talk to or give me some advice. I am going to try to keep this as short and objective as possible. English is my second language so forgive me for spelling mistakes or slang.

*26 years old about to turn 27 in a month

*2000$ post tax income monthly (welding aka hard labor)

*10,000$ in savings

*2 marijuana possession charges. (smoking was my major expense for a long time, I stopped completely though, this kills my motivation for finding better employment though)

*LIVING WITH PARENTS, they are old and in my culture its kind of not cool to just leave them to fend for themselves, even thought I want to move out so badly

*I have been lifting for at least 8 months now and loving it my progress

*Car is paid off and in good running order and I have tools/skills to do whatever repair is necessary

*In community college part time for EE (electrical eng) strongly considering changing over to cyber security (6th time i have changed my major)

*horrible with women, I can get the initial spark going because im somewhat physically attractive but they always lose interest. Pretty sure its because I still live with my parents.

Recently I have been losing my temper at work, home, and on the road. I get road rage, today someone cut me off and I brushed it off at first. However when I saw them stuck at a following red light I decided to follow them and I told myself im going to get into a fistfight wherever they park with no regard to the consequences. Its stupid and childish I know but the rage is real and I could not think straight until I got annoyed at the fact the person did not want to just stop and duke it out. I am starting to have these weird panic attacks when I have too much free time. I bite and pick at the skin on my fingers. My 3 closest friends are beginning to annoy me to no end.

1st friend is beta AF, nothing but excuses when it comes to self improvement, overweight, smokes weed and drinks, stubborn, lives with parents.

2nd friend is beta AF, nothing but excuses when it comes to self improvement, chubby, smokes weed at work, stubborn and anxiety ridden, married to a lazy "land-whale" that he is scared to death of.

3rd friend is somewhat alpha and somewhat beta. he is a drinker, recently got a job as a rad tech and thinks hes hot shit making 20$/hour so he has been acting snobby to others when we go out, lives with mom, fat girlfriend, video games.

What the fuck is my problem, do I just move out and drastically reduce how much I can save monthly in order to fuck bitches? Is casual pussy the answer to my constant rage fits? I need to know how and where I can make quality friends. In school and work i am surrounded by older beta men, and I have a hard time making friends or meeting girls. Ive never been so unhappy in life, the shit drives me insane and I want to fucking scream 90% of the time i spend awake. Please give me some feedback positive or negative I don’t care I just want feedback on what the fuck could help.