I finished reading the handbook v2, it was my awakening call, I had a hard time processing it since I never had a male role model to look after. But now I realized how the world has changed, I was born in peru and when I was born my world wasn't filled with feminism or women protesting for whatever shit they don't like such as in the U.S when I moved. I always had to struggle to prove my worth, I'm not saying I'm a dickhead, but if someone wanted to mess with me I freaking beat the crap out of them, which caused me to move schools many times. My mother has been raising me to be a 'good boy' but that here means being a beta bitch.

I need suggestions on books to read to help me grow as a person, my father was out of the picture so I never got to learn alpha traits or develop worthy skills or thoughts. I know books wont guarantee I turn into a man split second , but hey I'm 15 I have all the time in the world as of now to learn everything I can!