Been almost a year since breakup, still think about her every day.

That being said, it’s been the best year of my life. Every day I wake up and strive to be the best version of myself.

I got on accutane and cleared my skin Ran the Boston Marathon Put on 15 lbs of muscle Hit the 1000 club Got a 3.7 in college

Despite the accolades, I feel empty. I have made external progress but not internal. Every girl I hookup with I think about my ex, when I drink I think about my ex, she is my first and last thought every day for 9+ months.

How can I get over her? gaming other girls, lifting, self-improvement hasn’t helped